It’s time to stand up when I step in

Eating , clothing , drinking , sex and etc are all primary needs and give primary enjoyments .

A developed human being won’t be satisfied with those type of enjoyments, he will go further and follow a bigger target , the one that takes time and energy until you reach . that’s what the real aim is.

Aim is some thing that pulls  you further more in this life , it will force you to keep going on your path of life , which is specifically made for you and you are the one who understands its components.

When you are trying to reach some point you’ll no more ask yourself ”why am I on this earth?” or ”whats the point of living?” , why? , because you’ve got some thing to do here , you’ll think you are made to do this and you believe it by your heart , the more you try for your aim , the more you’ll love it.

It reaches to the point where your new character is built up and that’s the time that people around you will respect you and stand up for you even when they think about you.

You should be a student to feel what i’m gonna say next, Have you noticed the difference between a day that you study and a day that you spend on unimportant stuff like playing video games? did you feel what a nice day it is after you finish studying? did you notice that every thing is lovely and delightful?

That is second type of enjoyment , when you plan some thing and you follow your plan , that gives you the power of believing in yourself which is the main key to success.

Nothing except tomorow.

he he, After all I think here is the best place to write your stuff, last week one of my mates went through my notes and saw them all, but he would never read them if I had them in here, he he , I apologize Mr. Wordpress  for forgetting you and now I’m back.

Actually I wanted to bring out my thoughts about Iran, my lovely country, where I always want to die for.

I want to have my country away from hands of animals, I want to bring back the glory that we all Persians deserve it,

My soul is crying but my eyes are dry, and animals don’t really know what will happen, even I.

But I know one thing, that

Victory is ours by tomorrow.

How much your aim worth?

My daily aim is to arrive home with 3 bucks, I take the cheapest and the hardest way to get home, but thats nothing to me, cause its just to arrive home and meet my family again while i have 7 bucks left in my pocket.

Most of my friends are staying in a place near by college but they spend 3 times more than i do, I don’t mind that, maybe they’ve got more money than I’ve got, but what i see is one of them coming to me once a week and asking for some cash to go back home or to eat something and i give them, cause one they i might be the one who is asking for money and i believe in karma, anyways.

So as long as i have that destination in my brain, the way from my home to college and going back which usually takes between 1:30h to 3h is nothing.

It could be a smaller example for bigger aims.

I just realized that world is going around every of us…

It’s not People and happenings effecting me, Its me effecting them so they act back and do something as reflect, Its the same for all of us,
Just think more about on of the simplest happenings that just happened to you afew seconds ago, you’ll realize that the reason was you not any other thing.

Facing unexpected situations with unknown people effecting on you…

Do you take that as one of the hard situations of your life? or just another part of life, which is one of the daily problems that every one may have that compare to other people’s problems.
people wouldn’t find that easy if they couldn’t find a way to solve that, but sometimes the key is not in your hand, sometimes you realise that you had the key but you didn’t know that it was the key, even if people around you have told you this, what about that time? what about the time that you can’t do anything about it and your just feeling guilty about things that you’ve been through, thats the worst part, not the problem that you encountered.
Then the only thing that gives you all the energy back, to continue the road that you’re in, is think of what you wanna make for yourself in the future.
That’s all I could find out from that tittle.

My own language in My own time

I write in English, that doesn’t mean people get the idea of why don’t I just write in my own language which is Persian, and here I let know by this.

first of all smiling then I’d like to thank them that they had the idea of this question in their mind and that only comes when they really like to know me more, and then I’ll say you’ll find out later, with an apologize if my answer bothers you.

Because most of the time that I have no excuses for what I’m doing or some times people around me, wont understand my excuses when I tell them, I will just solve everything with apologize, how much i love that for the time that i respect the person standing in front of me. i suggest you to try that only in mentioned conditions.

To whom it may effects

Writing is my best way to bring out whats in my mind, and all the people that I want to talk with are pretty older than me, so its very hard to talk with them and make them understand me, I started posting to let them know me how I want, not how they used to know me, anyways.

I have things to say for everyone if they just put their mind in the positive way about my words. its so easy, just need to have a nice smile on your face and read it up again, then you’ll see how it changed but if you dont do that, that means you don’t really want to understand me.

Story of “A friend of mine”

Once upon a time,  was a guy in a little big family, he was the last kid and all of his siblings were paying too much attention to him but not exactly in any ways, he wasn’t trying to achieve the things that family was expecting him to get’em, it could be because of so much of roads that he had in his head at the time, or so much of paying attention that his family used to have on him but these weren’t the problem in his mind, even his friends could push him outta his road to achieve to his aim which was being a famous Lawyer who is running away from criminals and is helping people who really need him, but in real life it was differente, he was not studying and he was just thinking about unusefull stuff which doesn’t make any sense, but he was kind of watching his future bright and succesfull, but it couldn’t be every thing, he had to try, he had to say or show something.

One day he was so pissed off because of the money problem that he had, ha wanted to go out and give a favour to one of  his friends, they already mannaged that meeting but he couldn’t get money for transportation, instead of that, his family started to shout at him for the things that he didn’t do and they expected him to do, although all of them were kind of pushing the guy to the right way and helping him to do right, but he wasn’t in that mood, cause of problems and thinks that he had in his mind, he was so depressed after a long argument with his sisters, he wanted to run away from that place for ever, he was tired of those arguments, he wanted to be on his own, to do whatever he wanted to do without having shouts and bad looks in the behind, he was tired of not being supported.

The only thing that that nightmare was missing was the calling part, whenever there was a problem that family couldn’t solve they would call to older brother, he was pretty well experienced and helping family so much, he used to be like a father to the family, and the only one that can control the younger brother, that’s what every people of that family thinks.

Sister called and brother talked to the main character of our story, younger brother couldn’t talk to him and didn’t say everything that he wanted to tell him, cause of a respect that he always had for older brother, so they couldn’t connect their mind and solve the problem that much, but one thing changed his mind for ever and ever.

younger brother heard his brother saying it’s you seeing taking bus every single morning while you’re god damn tired, but it’s me seeing the whole life proud of taking bus and living like that, just to get what I really want, and that point of view that his brother showed him, made him think more, he was like ”why didn’t I see that point before?” He thought more and more and step one ahead, he chose a better and smarter think, he said to hisself that it’s alright, I can’t understand every thing in my life, but i can steal people’s experiences.

His brother didn’t have anyone to tell him those points, but the younger got one, so he’s gotta use it, and take the davantage of it, that’s what even the older brother wants him to do, so he finished college, and he was in top 10 students, he went to university and he got whatever he wanted, he forgot all those money problems and crowded buses, not hanging with his friends and satying at home and spending time with his only friend who was the person inside the mirror of his room, but these days he is working as a Lawyer and his office is in downtown in a big and famous tower, he is got everything that he wanted, Family, Love, Health, Money, Friends, Respect … and so on.

After all these years, he didn’t forget how much his brother worths in his life and how much family affected the younger brother’s mind.

To start…

Hello… its good to have you in my world behind my eyes.

And hope to have a nice time together here.